mama!

not the last time karson was gone, but the time before i thought to myself,

"i think just maybe this is getting a tiny bit easier."

but then sure enough, the next time he left i felt so sad.

& now this time, i just want him to come home, darn it!

i miss you love. get on a plane.

ps. darling, you scored tonight and it was just wonderful!

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rilo has been waking up around 5am as of late. & its starting to catch up to me.

i am exhausted!! however, i am certain the only reason why i can actually roll out of bed

at that time is because of his loud, happy, squeal he does each morning.

also, i just keep thinking about how much fun it will be with a house full of little ones. 

& to have them all wanting my attention at once. that makes me feel giddy.

i am so excited to hear "mama! mama! mama!" over and over again.

isn't our little rilo sparks such a handsome?? ah!!!!!

the last time i posted was right after he was born.

he is so grown up now. & literally just started crying in his crib.

should i go get him? or just let him cry?

hardest decision ever.

happy friday night!